Saturday, February 26, 2011

Getting Settled








Well kids...I'm here! The journey was long...took about two days and a very long layover in Bangkok where I had the luxury of sleeping in a hotel in the airport. I arrived in Kathmandu and stayed there for one night. Got to ride on the back of a motor bike and get two kurtas (shirts) so I could have something to wear. Kathmandu was amazing and very dusty.

The next day I flew to Dhangadi and have been here ever since. The first week I lived with the Finnish family and the week after I moved into the guesthouse next door. We don't live in the city or the complete countryside....it's a mixture of both. I am really liking it so far. Definitely having cold showers and making meals without a microwave but I actually enjoy that. I like learning how to do things differently and the challenge makes life more interesting. We had a big storm the second night I got here and the internet cable was damaged...so limited internet excess, thus the few updates I have given some of you. More details to come...but here are some pictures for you to see where we live!





Sunday, January 30, 2011

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

He Gives Good Gifts

I'm leaving for Nepal in just a couple weeks. What can I say...but that this is the fulfillment of a dream and passion God put inside me when I was in 7th grade. It blows me away to think that He really has good gifts for His children. There have been so so many times that I didn't believe that...didn't believe I was worth enough or good enough. Dark dark times where life seemed hopeless. It was just a year or two ago when i thought...i'll never go...i'll never get better...i'm too sick. Ya know, I have dealt with depression and obsessive compulsive disorder for some time...but my Jesus healed me and he continues to do it too...Many nights I would curl up in the fetus position, in anguish...weeping....wondering...when would he take away the pain. Why would he let me suffer so? Why? Why? Why? If He is such a "good God" then why did he let his little Alisha suffer. But ya see...now i know why he let me feel the pain...it pushed me to a place where I had to really find out what kind of god I decided I would serve. You know what I found out? He is the kind of God I want to follow and devote my life to. He isn't some angry, judgemental, dictator...NO. He is a loving so so so gentle King...I had him in a box that fit my understanding of the world and pain. HE IS SO MUCH MORE!!! You know what I hear him call me sometimes...? I hear him gently call me his "dear one." I can't begin to express the gift this is that I get to go to a country i have always dreamed of. This trip is my Jesus saying..."here you  are my dear girl...you thought I forgot about you...you thought you're life was worthless...but you were wrong...this is for you my dear child...this is for you."